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| So much has happened in the last month...good things...good changes....but much in need of a weekend far far away from here....*sigh* I don't think it's happening for a while. My adult life has definitely begun, which means no trips every 2 months. It's a good thing....my new motto--live in the moment....!!  | | |
| I must be getting older...I got asked again to be a bridesmaid today!! I'm so excited but now this makes for a busy year. Three weddings and two which I am part a part of. Congrats to yoojinee on her engagement...I know for sure that there are a LOT more to come this year  . I just can't wait until all of you guys have kids! You guys are gonna have some spoiled ass children!
So much unsettled business--I am definitely taking a vacation after all this settles...well another one after the Miami trip in early April with my favorite saki partner. | | |
| Trying to get a hold of everything that's going on in my life....*sigh* Everything in my life up to this point came as a result of very careful planning....I don't know how to "go with the flow"....it drives me crazy to let things happen. Does this make me a control freak? Let's see where it takes me...there's just not enough hours in a day....and not enough days in a week. I'm so melodramatic...lol. I'm happy though....
oh...here's a summary of my life the past two months...LOL
  
    fun fun fun with my girls....
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| Happy Birthday Yoojinee! Glad to see that you had a good time at 1223...it was nice seeing ya. I'm going to try to stay in for a while...what's Yoojin looking at??
So Karen's been doing my makeup lately and she's been doing an awesome job. Here is my makeup she did for my company halloween party.
On more serious note...I used to unconsciencely look down upon people because they thought differently from me. I realized that I only had one defintion of success and I thought everyone should want the same thing in their life. I am just now realizing that people are happy for different reasons. Who am I to judge people when I was unhappy with my job for so long? Yea people thought I was doing well for myself but I was so unhappy inside. It's so hard to find something that makes you genuinely happy...if it makes you happy, you don't need to explain yourself. Enjoy it....
At some point in last few years, I became very unhappy with myself. I started to really dislike people. I complained about everything and anything. I pushed everyone away, especially those who loved me. I keep digging myself into a deeper hole....I'm finally pulling myself out. I feel a sense of relief....I am working on making myself happy because it's been so long. For those who loved me unconditionally, even when I blamed everyone else but myself for my mistakes, thank you. I will never forget how much you've put up with. One day, things will work themselves out. | | |
| Happy belated birthday to Mary and happy early birthday to Eun! Hope you guys had a great time on Friday. Thanks to everyone else who came out and met us @ Fur...Ree, no more crown ever again...lol. Thank god they wouldn't let Cindy take pictures inside...Cindy would've had some crazy pictures on her xanga...
Me & my awesome roommate!
Mel & Ree
Me being silly:
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